Well,
Let's just start things off with just saying stay hydrated this summer! It is too freaking hot to be sipping on soda all the time! Easier said than done, for most of us I do know this. o.o* My lawn looks terrible because it's too hot to push mow 10 achres! Well, we let the back yard grow up because... Well Hell! We only have a push mower! I can't push mow 10 achres... I would die! It is hot! It's 100 degrees outside and the humidity is outrages. It makes it feel like it's 110!
Yeah, it's hard to get such things nowadays... It's really hard when my husband is the only one working. We have these dreams of me completing nursing school and I will be able to give us the provision like I'm supposed to. Where we can have whatever we want, I just now we will some day. I appriciate everything he's doing and sacrificing and I couldn't be a luckier woman to have such a man. Once you know you have a great companion... Hold on to them tight and don't let go. There is only one of that person!
He will be working on the Mississippi River as a Deck Hand while I'm going to school... It'll be hard and I will miss him. He's a distraction from school, not that it's a bad thing, but all I want to do is be around him all the time and I know I can't do that. Sorry, I can't help myself. :)) It's important and if I love my husband I will get up and stick it out.
Anyways, things are looking good in the future... From what I see. :)
I find myself actually getting to that point where things make sense now. I live day by day knowing that my son is watching over me in heaven. His father and I love him very much and miss him everyday. I look at his daddy and I see him, they looked almost identical!
